User blog comment:Ralok/banned from mass effect wiki/@comment-899316-20100905002617/@comment-160529-20100905124437

I AM NOT GOOD AT APOLOGIZING

in fact, i was trying to delete most of what i said, but my internet runs at a snails pace and this new comment system made everything slower

i shouldnt have post most of the stuff, but i mmediatly tried to delete it when i did

i should have just said

oh sorry about that, my stupid joke went in totally the wron direction

im sure he would have given me the whole, calling someone a racist is not funny speach

but i am sure he wouldnt have banned me

he is a reasonable guy

but my prblem is that he immediatly started bismirching my name upon my ban, that is my real issue here.

i am going to give it two or three years before i actually try to get the ban lifted though, I fucked up

so, I am going to serve out what i think is a reasonable ban period (inifinity is not reasonable)

two years is reasonable to me, and i am not sure much is going to happen with mass effect for a couple of years :P

i deserve this no doubt, i have been a dickwad of late.

is there a reaason for it. . . . maybe

but thats personal, but i shouldnt have gone on the computer and started ventin my rage at the first oppourtunity

another problem, i keep my rage bottled up, and it tends to explode

bad aspect

i am a confusing and difficult person