User blog comment:IceFireWarden0/Speculations for Season 11/@comment-1886172-20130704003023

This isn't exactly speculation about Season 11, not at all in fact, but I'm bored and created a headcanon for Tex. I'm posting it here for other people to judge. Now, through their interactions, they have been portrayed as a couple who seemingly hate each other, but everyone know that they really do love each other. Now, I think its Tex's fault that Church acts like he hates her, because of the way she treats him. So why did she treat him like that? One possibly explanation is that she wanted to appear tough to the other simulations troopers, but I don't think that was it. Because she was feared by them greatly. Even when it was only her and Church, she would still treat him terribly. But when she was alone, that was more when she would express how she truly felt about Chruch. So here is what I think, the real reason that Tex treats Church terribly is because she still feels regret over her inability to save him. But now he seems better, he has created a personality for himself. My headcanon is that she treats him like she doesn't love him is to make sure that memories bleed over this new personality, memories of his time as Alpha, of the pain that was inflicted on him. And so she does her best to make sure he doesn't remember what really happened between the two, so he doesn't remember Freelancer or being the Alpha. What about Epsilon-Tex? She had the same personality as the real Tex, for the most part but was kinder to Church. Well, the reason she was still a bit mean to everyone, Church included was because that was how Epsilon remembered her, having taken Church's memories before he realized he was the Alpha (I still follow the theory that Epsilon was sharing memories with Church, taking some of Church's back in Reconstruction 16) but, that he also knew of how the two had loved each other, and since Epsilon knew he was an A.I., Epsilon-Tex was able to display her love to him a bit more, at least as much as the personality that Alpha-Church thought she'd ever be able to express, because she had nothing to hide from him.